17v10

I was here just sitting and then I realize that no matter how hard I try or what I do I just couldn’t stop thinking of him. God knows I had worked this so hard but, I simply can’t and I feel terrible because, I feel like if I was cheating on me.

For many years I trust myself as the only one in the whole world who can’t let myself down, and in some point last week I was weak enough to betray myself.